Hey everyone I just wanted to give a quick update. I officially moved out of Sevilla, it was surprisingly easier than I thought. Packing wasn´t of course, I had to buy another suitcase but that was expected ;)
Not once did I not cry, when I had to say goodbye to my "other half" Katie or anyone else. I think it is because I wasn´t actually leaving, so my brain knows its not time for goodbyes yet.
I am spending the week alone in Madrid. My hostel is really awesome, the owners are really nice and helpful and all the guests are really nice. Currently staying in a room with two German men, one of whom snore extremly loud. So I´ll be happy to send them off. Had to put my headphones in to help buffer the noise ha
I ´m glad I´m going alone, it gives me time to relax and take my time to see things, as well as do a lot of relection..not that the last 4 months haven´t been. I´ve just recently really loved being in solidarity. I´m learning a lot about myself and getting to be a stronger me. A me that has changed a lot. My views on the world and my surroundings are so different and I can´t wait to show people how far I have come and grown. Hopefully everyone still likes that me. I don´t know how to describe it, but I´m hoping to keep this self reflection, solidarity, growing place in my life going for at least the rest of summer so that I can really dig deep into myself and then move on.
I wish my mom could have come last friday so that I can come home a week early, because I´m just too excited but its okay, I like it here, living off peanut butter and jelly sandwichs for the week, but hey i love them just as much as i love my mac n cheese.
I´m just counting down the days until my mom gets here on friday!
